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“an this be still a dream?” Raskolnikov thought once more. He looked carefully and suspiciously at the unexpected visitor. “Svidrigaïlov! What nonsense! It can’t be!” he said at last aloud in bewilderment. His visitor did not seem at all surprised at this exclamation. “I’ve come to you for two reasons. In the first place, I wanted to make your personal acquaintance, as I have already heard a great deal about you that is interesting and flattering; secondly, I cherish the hope that you may not refuse to assist me in a matter directly concerning the welfare of your sister, Avdotya Romanovna. For without your support she might not let me come near her now, for she is prejudiced against me, but with your assistance I reckon on...” “You reckon wrongly,” interrupted Raskolnikov. “They only arrived yesterday, may I ask you?” Raskolnikov made no reply. “It was yesterday, I know. I only arrived myself the day before. Well, let me tell you this, Rodion Romanovitch, I don’t consider it necessary to justify myself, but kindly tell me what was there particularly criminal on my part in all this business, speaking without prejudice, with common sense?” Raskolnikov continued to look at him in silence. “That in my own house I persecuted a defenceless girl and ‘insulted her with my infamous proposals’--is that it? (I am anticipating you.) But you’ve only to assume that I, too, am a man et nihil humanum... in a word, that I am capable of being attracted and falling in love (which does not depend on our will), then everything can be explained in the most natural manner. The question is, am I a monster, or am I myself a victim? And what if I am a victim? In proposing to the object of my passion to elope with me to America or Switzerland, I may have cherished the deepest respect for her and may have thought that I was promoting our mutual happiness! Reason is the slave of passion, you know; why, probably, I was doing more harm to myself than anyone!” “But that’s not the point,” Raskolnikov interrupted with disgust. “It’s simply that whether you are right or wrong, we dislike you. We don’t want to have anything to do with you. We show you the door. Go out!” Svidrigaïlov broke into a sudden laugh. “But you’re... but there’s no getting round you,” he said, laughing in the frankest way. “I hoped to get round you, but you took up the right line at once!” “But you are trying to get round me still!” “What of it? What of it?” cried Svidrigaïlov, laughing openly. “But this is what the French call bonne guerre, and the most innocent form of deception!... But still you have interrupted me; one way or another, I repeat again: there would never have been any unpleasantness except for what happened in the garden. Marfa Petrovna...” “You have got rid of Marfa Petrovna, too, so they say?” Raskolnikov interrupted rudely. “Oh, you’ve heard...
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Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to identify and navigate the psychological suspension that occurs between making major life decisions and acting on them.
Now let's explore the literary elements.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"It was as if he had cut himself off from everyone and everything with a knife."
Context: Describing Raskolnikov's psychological state as he walks through the city
This powerful image captures the complete isolation that comes with carrying a terrible secret. The knife metaphor connects to his crime while showing how guilt literally cuts us off from human connection.
"Everything seemed strange and wonderful, as if he were seeing it all for the first time."
Context: Raskolnikov observing familiar streets with new eyes after his confession to Sonya
Major decisions change how we see the world - familiar places suddenly look different because we ourselves have changed. This captures that surreal feeling of being the same person in the same place, but everything feeling transformed.
"He felt that he had cut himself off from everyone and from everything at that moment."
Context: Raskolnikov realizing his complete isolation despite being surrounded by people
This shows how guilt and major life changes can make us feel completely alone, even in a crowded city. It speaks to the universal experience of feeling disconnected when going through personal crisis.
Thematic Threads
Isolation
In This Chapter
Raskolnikov realizes he must face consequences alone despite support
Development
Evolved from physical isolation to psychological isolation even with connection
Personal Responsibility
In This Chapter
Understanding that others can guide but some journeys are solitary
Development
Deepened from avoiding responsibility to accepting its individual nature
Identity Transformation
In This Chapter
Familiar places feel foreign as his worldview shifts
Development
Advanced from questioning identity to experiencing active transformation
Social Disconnection
In This Chapter
Observing normal life while feeling completely separate from it
Development
Intensified from feeling superior to society to feeling removed from it
Internal Conflict
In This Chapter
Cycling between resolve and doubt about confession
Development
Evolved from moral confusion to decision-making anxiety
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What does Raskolnikov experience as he wanders the streets after confessing to Sonya, and how do familiar places now feel to him?
- 2
Why does making a major decision create this dreamlike, disconnected feeling where everything seems foreign even though nothing has actually changed yet?
- 3
When have you experienced this 'limbo state' after making a big decision but before acting on it - maybe deciding to quit a job, end a relationship, or make a major move?
- 4
How would you help someone navigate the emotional whiplash between certainty and doubt that comes with life-changing decisions?
- 5
What does this chapter reveal about why anticipating consequences is often more torturous than facing the actual consequences?
Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Decision Limbo
Think of a major decision you're currently considering or recently made but haven't fully acted on. Write down three ways your daily environment feels different now that this decision is in your mind. Then identify one concrete step you could take this week to move from thinking about the change to preparing for it.
Consider:
- •Notice how your perspective on familiar people and places shifts when you're mentally preparing for change
- •Consider whether you're using this limbo time productively for planning or just cycling through doubt
- •Remember that the floating, unreal feeling is temporary - action breaks the psychological suspension
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 22: The Second Interview
Raskolnikov's wandering brings him to a crucial crossroads where he must finally choose between continuing to live with his secret or taking the irreversible step toward public confession. The moment of truth approaches as he faces the ultimate test of his resolve.
