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lexey Alexandrovitch took leave of Betsy in the drawing-room, and went
to his wife. She was lying down, but hearing his steps she sat up
hastily in her former attitude, and looked in a scared way at him. He
saw she had been crying.
“I am very grateful for your confidence in me.” He repeated gently in
Russian the phrase he had said in Betsy’s presence in French, and sat
down beside her. When he spoke to her in Russian, using the Russian
“thou” of intimacy and affection, it was insufferably irritating to
Anna. “And I am very grateful for your decision. I, too, imagine that
since he is going away, there is no sort of necessity for Count Vronsky
to come here. However, if....”
“But I’ve said so already, so why repeat it?” Anna suddenly interrupted
him with an irritation she could not succeed in repressing. “No sort of
necessity,” she thought, “for a man to come and say good-bye to the
woman he loves, for whom he was ready to ruin himself, and has ruined
himself, and who cannot live without him. No sort of necessity!” she
compressed her lips, and dropped her burning eyes to his hands with
their swollen veins. They were rubbing each other.
“Let us never speak of it,” she added more calmly.
“I have left this question to you to decide, and I am very glad to
see....” Alexey Alexandrovitch was beginning.
“That my wish coincides with your own,” she finished quickly,
exasperated at his talking so slowly while she knew beforehand all he
would say.
“Yes,” he assented; “and Princess Tverskaya’s interference in the most
difficult private affairs is utterly uncalled for. She especially....”
“I don’t believe a word of what’s said about her,” said Anna quickly.
“I know she really cares for me.”
Alexey Alexandrovitch sighed and said nothing. She played nervously
with the tassel of her dressing-gown, glancing at him with that
torturing sensation of physical repulsion for which she blamed herself,
though she could not control it. Her only desire now was to be rid of
his oppressive presence.
“I have just sent for the doctor,” said Alexey Alexandrovitch.
“I am very well; what do I want the doctor for?”
“No, the little one cries, and they say the nurse hasn’t enough milk.”
“Why didn’t you let me nurse her, when I begged to? Anyway” (Alexey
Alexandrovitch knew what was meant by that “anyway”), “she’s a baby,
and they’re killing her.” She rang the bell and ordered the baby to be
brought her. “I begged to nurse her, I wasn’t allowed to, and now I’m
blamed for it.”
“I don’t blame....”
“Yes, you do blame me! My God! why didn’t I die!” And she broke into
sobs. “Forgive me, I’m nervous, I’m unjust,” she said, controlling
herself, “but do go away....”
“No, it can’t go on like this,” Alexey Alexandrovitch said to himself
decidedly as he left his wife’s room.
Never had the impossibility of his position in the world’s eyes, and
his wife’s hatred of him, and altogether the might of that mysterious
brutal force that guided his life against his spiritual inclinations,
and exacted conformity with its decrees and change in his attitude to
his wife, been presented to him with such distinctness as that day. He
saw clearly that all the world and his wife expected of him something,
but what exactly, he could not make out. He felt that this was rousing
in his soul a feeling of anger destructive of his peace of mind and of
all the good of his achievement. He believed that for Anna herself it
would be better to break off all relations with Vronsky; but if they
all thought this out of the question, he was even ready to allow these
relations to be renewed, so long as the children were not disgraced,
and he was not deprived of them nor forced to change his position. Bad
as this might be, it was anyway better than a rupture, which would put
her in a hopeless and shameful position, and deprive him of everything
he cared for. But he felt helpless; he knew beforehand that everyone
was against him, and that he would not be allowed to do what seemed to
him now so natural and right, but would be forced to do what was wrong,
though it seemed the proper thing to them.
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Let's Analyse the Pattern
Major life crises shatter our logical frameworks for understanding the world, forcing us to find new ways to navigate uncertainty.
Why This Matters
Connect literature to life
This chapter teaches how to identify moments when our usual rational problem-solving approaches become inadequate for the situation we're facing.
Practice This Today
This week, notice when you're trying to think your way out of an emotional problem—ask instead what you need to feel or who you need to talk to.
Now let's explore the literary elements.
Key Quotes & Analysis
"What am I? Where am I going? And why?"
Context: Levin questions himself while walking through Moscow after his brother's death
These are the fundamental existential questions that arise when someone's worldview is shattered. Levin's rational approach to life used to provide answers, but death has shown him the limits of logic.
In Today's Words:
Who am I really? What's the point of any of this? Why does anything matter?
"He felt that his reason was leading him more and more into doubt, and that he was beginning to fear his reason."
Context: Describing Levin's internal struggle with his former reliance on logic
This captures the terrifying moment when someone realizes their primary tool for understanding life is inadequate. Levin is experiencing the fear that comes when your main coping mechanism fails you.
In Today's Words:
The more he tried to think his way through it, the more confused he got, and that scared him.
"All the conversations seemed to him utterly trivial and insignificant."
Context: Levin's perception of social interactions in Moscow after his brother's death
This shows how encountering mortality changes your perspective on everyday life. What once seemed important now feels hollow when measured against the reality of death and life's deeper questions.
In Today's Words:
Everyone around him was talking about stuff that just didn't matter anymore.
Thematic Threads
Mortality
In This Chapter
Levin confronts how his brother's death has destroyed his faith in rational solutions to life's problems
Development
Evolved from earlier abstract philosophical discussions to raw, personal confrontation with death's reality
In Your Life:
You might feel this when a health scare makes your daily worries suddenly seem trivial and meaningless.
Reason vs Faith
In This Chapter
Levin realizes his intellectual approach to life cannot address the fundamental mystery of existence and death
Development
Building from his earlier debates about farming and progress to this deeper crisis of meaning
In Your Life:
You face this when logical planning fails you during a major life crisis and you need something beyond reason to cope.
Alienation
In This Chapter
Moscow feels foreign and meaningless to Levin after his intense experience with death
Development
Continues his ongoing struggle to fit into urban, sophisticated society
In Your Life:
You might feel this disconnect when returning to normal life after a profound loss or life-changing experience.
Meaning
In This Chapter
All the practical tasks and conversations around him feel hollow and insignificant
Development
Deepens his lifelong search for purpose beyond social expectations
In Your Life:
You experience this when grief or trauma makes your regular responsibilities feel pointless and empty.
Transformation
In This Chapter
Levin recognizes that his old way of understanding life has been fundamentally broken
Development
Marks a crucial turning point in his character development toward spiritual awakening
In Your Life:
You face this when a major loss forces you to rebuild your entire approach to living and finding purpose.
You now have the context. Time to form your own thoughts.
Discussion Questions
- 1
What specific changes does Levin notice in how he views everyday conversations and activities after his brother's death?
analysis • surface - 2
Why does Levin's previous reliance on reason and logic suddenly feel inadequate when confronted with death?
analysis • medium - 3
Where do you see this same pattern of 'certainty collapse' happening in modern life - when people's frameworks for understanding the world get shattered by unexpected events?
application • medium - 4
How would you advise someone who is experiencing what Levin is going through - when their old ways of making sense of life no longer work?
application • deep - 5
What does Levin's crisis reveal about the difference between intellectual understanding and lived experience when facing life's biggest challenges?
reflection • deep
Critical Thinking Exercise
Map Your Certainty Foundations
Make two lists: first, write down 5-7 beliefs or systems you rely on to feel secure in life (career plans, health routines, relationship rules, financial strategies, etc.). Then, for each item, write one scenario that could potentially shake or destroy that foundation. This isn't about being pessimistic - it's about building awareness of where your sense of security comes from and how flexible those foundations really are.
Consider:
- •Notice which foundations feel most solid versus most fragile
- •Consider whether any of your security systems are actually within your complete control
- •Think about which foundations serve you well in daily life but might not hold up during major crises
Journaling Prompt
Write about a time when one of your fundamental beliefs about how life works got challenged or shattered. How did you rebuild your sense of security afterward, and what did you learn about navigating uncertainty?
Coming Up Next...
Chapter 122
Levin's spiritual crisis deepens as he searches for answers that his rational mind cannot provide. A chance encounter will begin to point him toward a different kind of understanding.
